Head hurts
I feel isolated and tired and bitter.
And I am slipping back into that mindset where I decide that I don't need anybody or anything. I mean, I need my husband and I need my kids. And sure, a few carefully chosen friends and family members (none of whom are here in Japan). But that's it. Everybody else is an unnecessary waste of effort.
I'm frustrated and I quit.
And I am slipping back into that mindset where I decide that I don't need anybody or anything. I mean, I need my husband and I need my kids. And sure, a few carefully chosen friends and family members (none of whom are here in Japan). But that's it. Everybody else is an unnecessary waste of effort.
I'm frustrated and I quit.
November 11, 2008 at 1:59 PM
It's just your hormones talking :) You will be back to good in no time. Sorry I haven't been commenting lately. I am trying to find time to catch up on your blogs! I haven't forgotten about you thought!
November 11, 2008 at 2:07 PM
pleez can i be on the short list?
hang in there...in a few months you won't have time to be bitter...trust me.
November 11, 2008 at 5:30 PM
Hey honey, I justed want you to know if you ever need anyone Im always here for you. Also as soon as that baby girl is here you will be back to yourself. I wish I could fly to you to see you. God doesnt give you anything you cant handle remember that. Im here to help at anytime you need...
November 11, 2008 at 10:49 PM
Yes, just so you know all three of you are on my list. And I mean the good one, not the shit list. :)
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm just in a rut.
November 12, 2008 at 7:29 AM
Awww, Kari, I'm sorry you are feeling down. I believe I know part of the reason, and I feel the same way. I hope that the day starts looking up and you feel better soon. Lots of hugs!
November 12, 2008 at 8:58 AM
I'm feeling the same way. I think it's the complete and utter isolation getting to us - and for me, winter isn't helping either (I tend to hide in the cold months).
I feel ya sister, I really do.